I can't stay away from you.


























Sorry.

Dallas Green.

City and Colour -The Girl.

I wish I could do better by you,
Cause its what you deserve.
You sacrifice so much of your life,
In order for this to work.

While I'm off chasing my own dreams,
Sailing around the world,
Please know that I'm yours to keep,
My beautiful girl.

When you cry a piece of my heart dies,
Knowing that I may have been the cause,
If you were to leave, fulfil someone else's dreams,
I think I might totally be lost.

You don't ask for no diamond rings,
No delicate string of pearls,
That's why I wrote this song to sing,
My beautiful girl.

I love this song. It says so much in one song that many can not even think of let alone say. It's what I love about City and Colour. He writes so many beautiful songs, which have so much meaning.

long time no see.

Hmm.
2007 was horrible. Mother and myself had a horrific year, I was concidering being home-schooled, that's how shit it was.
2008 was of of my favourites. Met all of these new people that I am still friends with. My social group sored, and there was this one person who will stay in my heart always, and forever.
2009. I lost love, found it again. Lost then found it, then lost it. Lost a firend, made a few. Then lost most of them. Broke my own heart and about 4 phones.
2010. I can already tell it's going to continue to be bad, follow through and end badly.

Although last year changed me, probably for the worst, I'd do it all over again. I'd change everything I did, show my love for people more and say things that I hadn't. Last year was just a big regret; I regret it all. Somethings I'd do over but not change anything about it, just relive that special moment. I had many special moments, and I wish they had continute into this year. This time last year I was probably one of the most luckiest and happiest girls out. I'd wanted nothing more, and nothing less than what I had at that point in time. People that loved me, and I did them. Now I have nothing. No matter how many times people try their very bext to convince me that nothing about my life is bad, of course I'm going back there. You can't pull me out of this hole. Maybe I don't want to exit this hole. I need a new life, with new people knowing the real me and trying to discover it, with me. Because right now I have no clue who I am. I'm not ready to meet myself; I'm scared I wont like her, and neither will you.

Cover my eyes.

Dear La Roux,
You're my favourite, apart from Paramore of course.

No wonder I'm scared
To look in your eyes
You've turned me away
So many times
You can take it away
At any given moment
It's hard to believe

While you're in this disguise
So would you hold me please
I'm trying hard to breathe
I'm just surviving
So would you hold me please
I'm trying hard to breathe
Stop me from crying

From me.

We're the special two.

Dear Missy Higgins,

This song is truely amazing.

Special two;

I've hardly been outside my room in days,
'cause I don't feel that I deserve the sunshine's rays.
The darkness helped until the whiskey wore away,
And it was then I realized the conscience never fades.
When you're young you have this image of your life:
That you'll be scrupulous and one day even make a wife.
And you make boundaries you'd never dream to cross,
And if you happen to you wake completely lost.
But I will fight for you, be sure that
I will fight until we're the special two once again.

And we will only need each other, we'll breathe together,
Our hands will not be taught to hold another's,
When we're the special two.
And we could only see each other, we'll bleed together,
These arms will not be taught to need another,
'Cause we were the special two.

I remember someone old once said to me:
"That lies will lock you up with truth the only key."
But I was comfortable and warm inside my shell,
And couldn't see this place would soon become my hell.
So is it better to tell and hurt or lie to save their face?
Well I guess the answer is don't do it in the first place.
I know I'm not deserving of your trust from you right now,
But if by chance you change your mind you know I will not let you down.
'cause we were the special two, and we'll be again.

And we will only need each other, we'll breathe together,
Our hands will not be taught to hold another's,
When we're the special two.
And we can only see each other we'll bleed together,
These arms will not be taught to need another...
'cause we're the special two.

I step outside my mind's eye's for a minute.
And I look over me like a doctor looking for disease,
Or something that could ease the pain.
But nothing cures the hurt you, you bring on by yourself,
Just remembering, just remembering how we were...

When we would only need each other, we'd breathe together,
Our hands would not be taught to hold another's,
We were the special two.
And we could only see each other, we'd bleed together,
These arms would not be taught to need another,
'Cause we're the special two.

From me.

Look what I have.

Dear everyone who gets jealous easily.



I love you.

From me :)

That's all there is, there isn't anymore.