Jasey Rae.

Dear Jack Barakat,

You're in one of my favourite bands. Thanks for being associated with that. I'm planning on seeing you guys on Feburary 26th, with Escape the fate and of course, Paramore.


I've never told a lie, and that makes me a liar.
I've never made a bet, but we gamble with desire.
I've never lit a match, with intent to start a fire.
But recently the flames,are getting out of control.
Call me a name. Kill me with words. Forget about me, It's what I deserve.

From paige.

Dear you.

My other letter.

Dear Gabby,

I missed you today. And the day before that, plus those 2 months previous to those two days that I missed you, I missed you then aswell. I always wonder if I had the chance to ask you one question, what would it be, Hmmm. I guess I'd ask God if he could give you back, but he never listens to me. Praying seems pointless, becuase I know if I just talk to myself, but I say your name first I can tell you're listening. I miss you, did you know that? I want to talk to you, I really do but no one will let me. I'm glad you're with your pop, i knew that was something you had wanted for a while. Also that you're out of pain. If I could have taken that pain away from you, you know I would have. I'm Still wondering to myself why he took you instead of me. You didn't deserve it.

I miss you, xx Paige.

How wonderful life is..

Dear Blogger,

I don't get it.
I'm changing, and no I'm not talking about puberty.
My heart can't decide what it wants, although it has already chosen.
Chosen something that would never happen, or did it just end?
Biggest mistake in my life? most definitely.
Stuffing my face with jaffas, with that fake smile you are so familiar with, is how I'll spend the rest of my life.
Why? Because I'm pretty stupid. First lesson about Paige; she can be a dumb ass at times.
Can tomorrow be different?
Or will this heartache all just continue with grief and unexplained feelings for the rest of my life?
I usually never know what i want, but in this situation, isn't it obvious?
Was it better back then, or should we have waited to see how good it could of gotten?

















And you can tell everybody this is your song.
It may be quite simple,
But now that it's done.
I hope you don't mind,
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words.
How wonderful life is while you're in the world.

From me.