How wonderful life is..

Dear Blogger,

I don't get it.
I'm changing, and no I'm not talking about puberty.
My heart can't decide what it wants, although it has already chosen.
Chosen something that would never happen, or did it just end?
Biggest mistake in my life? most definitely.
Stuffing my face with jaffas, with that fake smile you are so familiar with, is how I'll spend the rest of my life.
Why? Because I'm pretty stupid. First lesson about Paige; she can be a dumb ass at times.
Can tomorrow be different?
Or will this heartache all just continue with grief and unexplained feelings for the rest of my life?
I usually never know what i want, but in this situation, isn't it obvious?
Was it better back then, or should we have waited to see how good it could of gotten?

















And you can tell everybody this is your song.
It may be quite simple,
But now that it's done.
I hope you don't mind,
I hope you don't mind that I put down in words.
How wonderful life is while you're in the world.

From me.